PULLING AWAY

HI...IT'S BEEN LONG peeps
how ya all ok well today, its was all about someone i miss i really so miss that
person everyone bit.i feel like my life is colourless , nothing is interesting...
all i can hear , see and smell is her only every where i go she haunts me

PRECIOUS!!!!

I HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE CAUSE I HAVE LOST

ENDING OF SEPTEMBER

BEEN IN BETTER TIMES!!!!


WHEN SOMEONE ASSUMES RATHER THEN LISTEN TO STATEMENTS OF FACTS ONE WILL ONLY EXPRESS AN IMAGE WHICH DEPICTS THE WRONG VISION,WHICH HAS BEEN CASTED BY HIS INABILITY TO LISTEN TO ONE.TO ALL READERS WHEN YOU HAVE A ISSUE OR A ORDEAL WHICH YOU ARE GOING THROUGH PLEASE TAKE YOUR TIME AND ANALYSE THE SITUATION, BEFORE JUMPING... INTO CONCLUSIONS WHICH IN DUE TIME COULD LEAD TOO A DRASTIC END!!!!


a song that reminds good memories!!!

JESUS IS BORN

I DIE A LITTLE BIT MORE AS EVERYDAY PASSES BY WITHOUT YOU BEING HERE(LOVING SOMEONE IS NOT WRONG)(BE YOU LIVE YA LIVE AND FIGHT FOR WAT YOU WANT,BE STRONG)
WE ALL HAVE TO WORK HARD IN ORDER TO SUCCEED IN LIFE KELYN
NOW WE HAVE TO PUSH A LITTLE BE IN ORDER TO KEEP OUR DREAMS ALIFE

BIBLE stories to live BY
IN a dark stormy night,with killer waves and SINISTER wind ACTING UP ON THEM.
a group of disciples were stuck in the storm,
out of nowhere they saw a shadow walking towards them on the water!! IT was JESUS
JESUS told them to calm down and walk towards HIM
peter a fellow disciple took the first step(it must have taken alot of faith and courage for him to TAKE THE FIRST STEPS) Peter knew the boat was his comfort ZONE
but he had FAITH!!!!
And when Peter was come down out of the ship, he walked on the water, to go to Jesus. But when he saw the wind boisterous, he was afraid; and beginning to sink, he cried, saying, Lord, save me. - Matthew 14:29,33
he was doing fine until he took his eyes of JESUS has long has he had faith he was doing impossible things WITHOUT GOD'S HELP!!!
HE LOOKED AROUND AND STARTED BELIEVING HE IS GOING TO BE DEFEATED BY THE STORM,
HE LOST FAITH,HE TOOK HIS EYES OF JESUS,HE BEGAN TO SINK....THEN PETER UTTERED "LORD, SAVE ME" FAITH WAS RESTORED HIS EYES CAUGHT JESUS AND HE WAS SAVED If we forget that Jesus is right there to help us, we can let the storms of life cause us to sink. If we keep our eyes on Jesus,AND HOLD ON TO OUR FAITHS we can do mighty things for God,AND FOR US!!!! by faith WE LIVE!!!.
This Message, Glorifies Jesus

NOW IT'S YOU KELYN EITHER YOU HAVE FAITH OR LET THE STORM SURROUNDING YOU TO BRING YOU DOWN!!!
there has always been a reason why i met you kelyn!!! sometimes we get gifts that we DIDN'T DO ANYTHING TO DESERVE IT that's cause we were meant to have it NO MATTER what CAUSE GOD PLANNED TO GIVE IT TOO US WAY BEFORE!!!
I'M THAT TYPE OF GIFT TO YOU AND YOU TO ME!!! WE ARE ONE!!!



you asked me too choose from faith,passion and promise if you do remember i choose faith
I HAVE A REASON WHY I CHOOSE FAITH KELYN!!!
YOU MIGHT NOT KNOW THIS I HAVE BEEN READING BIBLE STORIES TO LIVE BY WRITTEN BY V.GILBERT since you lead me too new creation
i don't really tell you this cause you never asked me do i read bible NEVER have you asked me!!!
if you don't believe me i even ask IAN to understand things that i don't get
if i said this at that moment you would think i'm just saying this to win your love i will never become a christian just to get you!
WELL
have FAITH HIM IN :)
don't let the storms in life bring you down
i let you go cause if i hold on to you AT THIS MOMENT i would be just amplifying the stress you are already going through kelyn!
your bro says live life the way you want it and sensibly yes i agree with that but that doesn't mean i should give up my FAITH on you!!! he says if you contact me and IF i respond i'm just losing out how m i losing out when you are the meaning of my life he thinks this is just some kiddy love that i have for you...
well they are your family members they come first i do get it
but i dare you too show this to them
why cant i be with you and prove them that we can be successful in our life
you study i study! we work hard to our future but it wont happen cause
they HAVE already set their minds too let you not have me at all!!!!
YOU ARE LIKE A BIRD STUCK IN A CAGE!

this is too kelyn family if you guys have faith and do trust your daughter! trust her choice!!!! i might have lied yes but i have changed and those times i lied is to protect not too cheat!
we all make mistakes i'm no different we all learn from our mistakes, if i can do all this to prove my love for her i'm ready to go to the ends of this world and do ANYTHING TO PROTECT HER AND KEEP HER HAPPY
I'M JUST DOING ALL THIS TOO SHOW YOUR FAMILY I WILL GO THROUGH ANY EXTEND TOO PROVE THAT I'M THE ONE FOR YOU KELYN



now kelyn this is too you, if you have moved on, IF YOU HAVE FORGOTTEN ME,IF YOU HAVE CHANGED, IF YOU HAVE LOST FAITH AND IF YOU HAVE WIPED-OUT EVERYTHING WE HAVE GONE THROUGH WELL THEN I'M SO SORRY TO BRING YOUR NAME HERE AND YOUR FAMILY IN TO THIS???
WELL I'M JUST HAVING FAITH!!!

P.S WHILE I WAS DOING THIS posting I CLOSED THIS posting I THOUGHT IT WAS ALL GONE CAUSE I DIDN'T save BUT I WAS HOPING AND HAVING FAITH IT WAS SOMEHOW SAVED :) AND YES IT WAS SAVED:)

TO READERS I'M FIGHTING FOR SOMETHING THAT IS IRREPLACEABLE,SPECIAL AND MORE THAN ANYTHING THAT I COULD WISH FOR!!!!!!!!! IF YOU THINK I'M A PERSISTENT,IDIOT,LIFELESS, LUNATIC OR FIGHTING FOR A LOST CAUSE OR WHATEVER PLEASE JUST WRITE ME A COMMENT THANK YOU!!! IF NOT PLEASE JUST SPARE ME THE HURT:)THIS COULD BE THE LAST POSTING EVER!!!

THANK YOU :)

LASTLY PEOPLE I'M TRYING MY BEST HERE CAUSE I DON'T WANT TO LOSE THIS SPECIAL PERSON WITHOUT MAKING ANY EFFORT AND LIVE MY LIFE IN REMORSE!!! AND REGRET NOT TAKING A CHANCE TO FIGHT FOR THIS PERSON!!!THAT IS WHY I'M TRYING MY BEST HERE IF IT WORKS OUT I THANK JESUS TO LET ME TAKE THIS CHANCE!!!AND KELYN THIS IS FOR YOUR FAMILY AS WELL


I PRAY TO GOD!!!! AND GOD I LET YOU HANDLE THE REST!!!


THIS IS FOR YOU!!!KELYN

I HAVE SAID ALL I WANTED TOO SAY

SOMEWHERE ONLY I KNOW

GOODBYE

THANKS FOR NEGLECTION

OUT OF SINGAPORE AND OUT OF THIS WORLD BYE EVERYONE

DEPARTURE

KELYN I DIDNT EVEN GET TO SEE YOU FOR THE LAST TIME YOU JUST VANISHED!

i'm just feeling really awful right now! but i don't know wat to say or do simply im just gonna lay there and just take everything that is thrown at me!!! helpless.....hahahahahahaha nah !!!!!! rawr!!! lol ok gotta start playing games ;D
all the best everyone for ya results ok i dont know what im saying at all
hmmm carrot cake ??? anyone??? ok being super random lalalalalala

k BYE DOTS -.- FML
THIS IS ONE OF THE WORST POSTINGS EVER (Y)
BUT I WILL LEAVE WITH THIS VIDEO PEEPS THIS VIDEO IS ABOUT THE TRUE DEFINITION OF LOVE

THIS IS MY LOVE FOR YOU :)

A FEW OTHER SONGS THAT ARE OCCUPYING MY TIME
love this
this song is relaxing at the same time very meaningful
NOW THIS IS SOMETHING DIFFERENT