being cared or not? =O

today the day was filled with mixed emotions,
dont know if m stressed or paranoid things are like getting entangled.
All the time i either perplexed or just thinking about something let rephrase that
IM FREAKING HELL THINKNING OF YOU!!!!.what i say/do never means a shit too you at all.
i know i did not do something to impress you ok!but you never saw what kind of situation
we were in ok!i have planned something thats all i can say!.


NOW THE FEELING IS SUPER SICK AND PISSED!!! BUT IM OK caue i know that i STILL LOVE YOU CRAZY